Sunday, August 22, 2010

I still miss him. :/

Monday, December 7, 2009

Hi, again/

I'm school.. we get out next week.
But right now, my mood hasn't the brightest.

I want to just die today.
People wouldn't care, nor would they notice.

It's Been A While

Things have changed a long from my grandma's passing.
I moved to somewhere I was not willing to go.
Christmas is nearing.
This Christmas, our turn.
Our first Christmas without Grandma&Grandpa Nix..

I 'm not with the one I used to love.
Used to?
What am I talking about, I still love him.. but we're not that close.
I miss him nearly everyday..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Betty Lou

Betty Lou Nix.
1925-2009

We're going to miss you after your current passing.
I'm going to write a poem for you, okay?
Maybe read it at the funeral..
I miss you and grandpa.
I was close to you both.
Make sure, you tell him hello from me.
Today was nerve racking, but I 'm trying to pull through.
I hope you're okay up there.

I'm going to see you, later.
The purse, is perfect by the way.
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It suits you, I remember you using it.
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

2 Years

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Today felt amazing.
It was our two years.
I had been waiting for this day.

I love you Cory.
So much.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

7&10

7 and 10.
Pretty important numbers.
For me at least..
Seven more days until I celebrate with him. Two years. I can't believe it.
Doesn't seem real does it? Well, I'm afraid that it is. Everytime our lips even
touch. My heart beats sooo much faster. I love you. Even when you yell
"KISS ME!" on the bus, while I'm on your lap.

Ten more days until I become a year older.

This age, has taken it's toll on my life.
This age, I have been for too long.

Monday, May 4, 2009

L-O-V-E



Celebrate two years.. of you and I. Can't wait. Sit in front of you or sit with you. Touching his lips against my soft ones. Being with you, makes the heart soar and the stomach develop butterflies. Friends say aw. I can't help but hold your hand. Kiss those lips. May 12th. The day seems so far away.

His arms wrap around my chest. My heart beating at a steady rate. Green eyes stare at the blue. I'm in love.

I can't stop dreaming about you and me.
The future.
How things will be.

So much to say..
So little time to type.